Lately, days have been really hard for me. like, i'm in a serious rut in basically everything (school, art, etc.). esp. school i'm not in college yet or anything, but even if that's the case it's been really stressful bc i've made a bad reputation for myself during my time here @ school as well as home n because of that everything's really tough and when i get home all i can do is. sleep for like 5 hours and repeat Orz but lately even sleeping doesn't alleviate any of the stress and pain i'm feeling? It's very hard to explain, but it's kinda like something heavy is weighing down on my chest 24/7 and it makes me feel sluggish and not motivated